First Landon is doing good. He has a diagnoses of ADHD And has started meds for that and he is doing really well on them. He is getting the help he needs in reading. We will never really know if the ADHD was caused by the accident or not, but we do know that this is who he is now and that's what we have to focus on. The now.
Haleigh made all a's on her first report card. She's doing so well in school. In going to call and make her an appointment in Birmingham for a check up and consult on her nose. It's a little slanted. I just wanna see what he has to say.
The other 3 kids are doing well, in school and their sports.
After talking with my doctor we decided to cut my Zoloft in half for 2 weeks. Then I went to 1 1/2 pill every other day for 2 weeks. Well that lasted a total of 3 days before I was in tears, dizzy, crying and just not functioning at all. So I went back to 1/2 everyday and it helped but I just wanted to crawl in a hole. So after a very rough month I am back to my normally scheduled dose and I'm sticking to it for a while.
I wish I didn't need it, I wish I wasn't a mess, I wish I had better coping skills. But I do need it and I am a mess and honestly I don't even think people with awesome coping skills could cope with my beautifully messed up world.
On another note we have decided that the girls head stone will simple say
Faith & Hope Greer
Our baby Sisters
With a double teddy bear emblem where Joshua's train is.
I don't feel bad about leaving the Aubree and Amelia off. For one no one calls them that and it's not on any of the cemetery papers since we added them a couple of months after. And third since we kept Faith and Hope as their First names instead of the middle names (like we had planned with pregnant) their initials spelled out are awful. So just Faith ad Hope won. We should have it ordered right after Christmas.