Bad dream

Maybe I'm suppose to start a new blog and explain why I'm writing or what I'm writing about. But I don't want to. I want to wake up this is the worse dream I've ever been in. This is not my life. This is not my life. I go to sleep and pray when I wake up that this will be over. I wake up every morning stuck here stuck I'm a bad dream and I can't get out. This is not real it hurts too much please let me wake up.